Friday, February 13, 2009

Mastered

It's 2:30am time study time is over time to put shut it down and get some zzzzz. Man I learned a lot today and tonight. Man I learned somthing that took me very long time to get. Matter fact I practiced a lot today and mastered somthing I need to master for a long time. I am ending the night with a High Grade White Tea Night Cap. Ahhh the Good life. That is from Me Face book


Man I learned so much. My boy told me his scprit bombed hella gigs on a production server for a Major Corp! Oh man i will always remember now to I dont care if I have to bring a personal drive, before I make major changes to back up that info just in case I need to restore it. A women I know let me know she was raped. Oh man how strong she is to over come that. I now understand why I could never really understand her. She has been thru so much for her to be fully fuctional is a testament to her personal power. I would have never guessed that happed to her. Man it hurt so bad to hear that.


I really studied very hard today. I mean I am really taking things to another level. Plus I see how people waste time that they could use to learn buy watching mad T.V and videos. So I let the T.V and videos run while I was keeping my nose to the grind stone. Its like allowing T.V to be there but not having it take my attention away from what I can do every day to get hotter.

I talked to a good friend and she helped me see why I have stayed away from Society. I return with an understanding of people. Now I can avoid all of the problems in the past due to my mouth. Man I got to hit the sac I never sleep but all of this studying got me sleepy.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Bout Time

Well someone said to me hey I paid 75 bones for a pair of Manolo Blahnik shoes. I took a look black open toes they are nice suede shoes. She was like I have never paid 75 bucks for a pair of shoes in my life. I was like “what cha mean you ain’t never paid 75 bones for a pair of shoes what kinda shoes you been buying?” She did not hear me being in her own world for that moment proud of her purchase. I then realized that I talk to much smack. I realized that I am always capping or trash talking or subtlety putting people down. Like “Oh you don’t know that where you been?” I will stop doing that. I will now discontinue that type of behavior.

For the first time I now see why people Blog. I was like I don’t want to put my business in the street what is wrong with them. It is an online journal. Meaning, the online documentation of one’s journey. I am very personal and private so I did not like the idea of doing it. I came to it know that I have some many documents on all of the computers that I have the it makes no since for me to even attempt to sync one journal up with all of the Servers, desktop, laptop, Iphone and blackberries I have.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Happy New Year

Well I went down town to run some errands and guess what? What? Chicken Butt that’s what! Oh my, I think I just had a flash back. I went to Trader Joes by Fisherman Wharf, why cause of course I have one of the best intuitions on the planet. My intuition was like "go to the one by the Warf." Plus, I do not like going to the one by Gold’s Gym. It is so just Yuk! Just like the Whole foods my Specific Whites. That store is too small and too stinky! Yes I just really girlish terms, "But Like anyway, What Ever!" Anyway I went for a walk after my intuition was like "Don't park in the Trader Joes' Parking lot!" So I went inside and I got my stuff. The girl and the register did not ring up me eggs! So I told her and she was like so happy. I said in a Chicago accent "I don't want cha to come up short!" She was so happy and this girl behind me lit up and smiled at me but she was not my steelo! You know what is wild when a woman opens up and you not feeling her like that and she gets like upset or uncomfortable cause it’s a natural response not to be pretending like you feel her like that, the weirdest thing is as a guy you don’t know you did it until you see her face and body langue change, to "you just hurt my feelings", but it is so subtle that’s how you know it is pure female pride. ANYWAY, it felt really good to be nice. I know coming up short on the register is one of the things that can get you booted. I left dropped the stuff off in the whip and set out on foot. I love being a tourist in SF. I went to the park across the street from the church in North Beach. I ran into a lovely woman and her date. They looked fantastic I mean they have such style and grace. She also has grown a lot since I last saw her. She felt more comfortable with her masculinity. She even felt more muscular. She told me about the New Years events going on today. So I went back to the Whip moved it due to the 2 hour limit and had such a great time. Dude on the real I like my hair swing in the wind. I took a pic with Ronald Mc Donald. OMG I was so shaking in my boots. I let hella kid butt in line. I was happy to let them go before me. I allowed my self to be myself with out letting what other people think of me get in the way. That is a real break thru for me. I used to be that way all the time then for some stupid reason I started caring. No more. Now for the big pain of the day. I took the best Pics and had the setting on super small. All of the great pics I took are super small. Oh my God that hurt so bad.

Wow This is the first one. 2-6-09

Well I am writing this blog to document a new recipe. I will call it hot back chicken. Also I have a new dish called Grease Rice. I took the Italian spices, and crushed pepper from Rainbow grocery. Then I added crushed Rosemary I put them over and in the pan with frozen chicken wings. I covered it and let it cook for about 35-45min. I was playing bones on yahoo, so I lost track of time. Then I uncovered it and added water to the pan. I let it cook for about 25-30 more still playing bones. I then took the cup I use for the high grade green tea and put Trader Joes Hot sauce, added more crushed peppers, oh man I spilled the peppers in the drawer so I put boiling hot water in the cup, and created something so great and tasty. The key is that the top part is so good. If I can make a batch of the top part oh man. The bottom is the Hotness but the top has all the flavor without a lot of spice. I then poured it on top of the chicken and let it brown. I poured a lot of the juice and grease off into a cup. That had a lot of the Rue and seasoning. I poured a little water in the pan and browned it. Lastly I put BBQ sauce on top. This created a BBQ chicken that did not have any spicy flavor until like a 40 seconds after the first bite. I was not too hot, but the spice hit the palate and then did this rise to the roof of the mouth thing. It's a delayed spicy flavor. Then I took the chicken grease and Rue and poured with the rice that was about 93% done. This made the grease rice. Oh I put sea salt in the beginning I also put sea salt in the pan and the beginning.